Message 17/19
Date: 18-Aug-01 @ 08:46 PM -
RE: Rape your eardrums!
actually, some punk who thought i owed him a recording career nicked my md recorder, so it was a convenient excuse to shut down shop and get back to me. just the right time.. finished two very satisfying albums capturing what i intended to. it was a good way of telling everyone else "i'm through (if this is what's going to happen)" without any bruised egos.. everyone understood. pretty good guys, but young guys.. even the best think they're destined.. no entelechic method whatsoever.
i hated it too.. i *knew* he was going to do it.. last time he came round, i compulsively hid it. the time he nicked it a couple of guys were already over and he just walked in, so i didn't have time to go hide it. i almost jumped when i saw him.. it's funny though. like i said, i *knew* it, but more subconciously. thought he looked like a thief the minute i met him (more attention to that vibe in the future..) but somehow i just gave him the opportunity and left the room unattended. he's the precious son of some drug family which includes half the cops in town.. i get the feeling i did the right thing and satisfied him, because the cops would have helped him carry my stuff out. it just needed to happen i guess.
ogb were cool.. equal parts i'm the baddest/i'm the wackest. the elements finally got tricked into performing at a club (with double 0's crew.. mr. "shiny"/"octave") they're packed with talent; just need to apply it productively. their big break was conveniently timed with my bad news.. perfect.
i have shit luck with mds. that was my third one.